4/12 ;
its sunday but was awaken by my brother early in the morning. i was too tired and woke up in a blur manner to brush my teeth and wash my face then got on the car not knowing where we were going till we reach my popo house then i know i lost my lovely popo ler. ='[

we start with taoist prayers and then fold cone like shaped 'money' for my popo in heaven. i believe she went to heaven cause she very nice. i like her alot although we arent close at all.
my gong gong cried upon seeing her in where she is supposed to be lying in. so the day goes with all the folding and talking with my cousins of my momma's side. they were criticising about bian which i think is quite okay cause they dont know him. my brother doesnt know him so he thinks his shit. thats their point of view, simply because they dont know a thing about him. but i dont mean his good as well. =/
till late night, i went home and got some sleep.

woke up the next morning to work with coco and mingho at toa payoh. its a survey thing and its really very tedious. all the same questions and same boring places. i only earn freaking $14. RAH!! went down to ang mo kio (popo's house downstairs) after that and did the same thing over and over again till wed and then people starts coming to give respect. had noodles for dinner. drink ice milo till i scared. -.-

all my cousins and brother stayed overnight except me. not i not good leh, i just wanna sleep and have enough energy till midnight everyday there. i cannot do anything without sleep. oh gosh, i sound like some bad kid. =/ but im really sick of the insense smell. sucks, i hate all smoke by the way. im really allergic to it. eww~

on thurs, my popo was sent to mandai for 'cu ping' dont know how to spell the whatever centre. =/ she was sent in very slowly, we were in the viewing hall and everyone was crying to the dear. i still cant believe shes gone so fast, so suddenly and so painful. arghs i hate all these. went back to their house downstairs again after that for lunch.

reached home after awhile to go to coco's birthday chalet at downtown east. went cwp awhile for mos burger, alone. meet up with kit then saw peng they all while i was in cab. kit wanted to follow them so i tag along, if not i want go coco there. =/

the beach was nice, the air was nice, everything was nice except the freaking mud me and baby stepped on. fuck off alright!! they proceed to shower and we bought something to eat, chat abit with qiming and went off to coco there.

coco went cycling so we waited inside for her. the fucked up people say they waited too long and so we go in her chalet sit awhile go toilet liao have to go. kit wants to go cause peng wants her to. i was freaking hot liao, go out still cannot see people so i very worried liao. then these fucktards came out laughing from the side thinking its very funny so i went over and scold bian the three letter word. i don want to sound vulgar here but im fucked up already. so i walk very fast alone and then he ran up to me to explain, i cant hear anything anymore.

while we were standing at the side of the road, they discussed about how they split cab fare and stuff like that and i asked kit if shes going anywhere, then peng very attitude.

'you want go you go with her larh! dont follow me, i dont want you follow me leh!'

fuck!! i cannot tahan liao i talk back saying i never tell her follow me, i didnt want things for them to get bad then he give fucked up face. i left once i see a cab coming in the mids of them chatting, i guess they are very shocked. i very attitude also but i dont care cause im really very angry. peng open the door and pushed in kit telling her to go with me but i pushed her out, telling him that im going home. im gonna bring her home man! WTF!! don care larh.

reach cwp, saw adrian. i did piercing and bleached my hair. nice nice nice leh! wahaha! i like leh! good luck to adrian going bintan next year for shooting of ming xin ou xiang. he is their hairstylist. cool right? xD

9/12 ;
went to bishan ting early in the morning to collect my popo's ashes and did all the prayers. went back home to watch the remaining vcds then went cwp to get my slippers as they are stolen by some asshole while im sleeping in my popo's house. i dont know why they want something so old. -.- i just want to wear them home leh! bought a pair at charles and keith and getting my pointed heel on monday. i simply love it. (:

1o/12 ;
woke up late and got ready to meet fer LOVE but was raining heavily so waited awhile before going out. meet them at foodcourt, she was with teresa who looks really like coco. LOL! chat chat, waited for them to finish their food and went to charles and keith to show them the pointed heel and LOVE looked out for nice slippers. they say i look good in those. haha! xie xie leh LOVE and teresa. =pp LOL! fer went home, teresa go to look for her friend. fabian wanted to talk so meet up. but he end up talking crap and i got really angry. i walked away then. now everyone must have thought i have really bad attitude. i don care anyway.

11/12 ;
i hate everything about today. nothing to say and i dont think i should waste my time elaborating on this. stayed at home the whole day for tv. sucked. getting uniform tomorrow noon with fer LOVE and getting my heels.

lastly, heres my lovely popo.


(my name is last because im girl =/ and is my momma side -.-)

i love her! rest in peace. ='[

;i am afraid